Long days I'm spending with myself Couchbound 'cause I don't have the strength Always it stays the same I've made my home in senseless blame And I've lost myself pondering and wondering I'll Never fill this hole You always push before you pull How can you love me when I don't love myself? Put me on the shelf until you feel better Until you feel alright (Til you feel alright) I felt the ache in the bones of your name Beautiful tragedy be my mistake Kill my ego and fill me with hate Give me the poison I'm dying to taste Kill my ego and fill me with hate Give peace to my miserable mind delight Cause I'm praying that When you leave my side a piece of you might die Tonight How can you love me when I don't love myself? Put me on the shelf until you feel better Until you feel alright Put me on the shelf until you feel better Until you feel alright