I find myself here again
There was never a last time
You just kept shoving me deeper into your hate
Have you written my fate with the help of the hand of death
Why can't you accept my heart
Why could you never love me from the start
You should be proud
I've followed every footstep you taught in your life
Clinging to remorse
How far will this go before it gets worse
You're not a hero
I feel the scent of disgust
How can you live with yourself
You hurt more than you loved
And I screamed for help
Dwelled in this hell for too long
What can I hope for that's not already gone
I don't know myself but I recognize this trauma
You can never redeem yourself
Let me out of this nightmare
In the dark of the night
A form of hate takes its disguise
A shadow born from within
Heed the call of your father
Aligned my soul to his will
I want to feel that I am alive
But inside, it's hopeless
I know it resides in me
Your blood flow in my veins
Like father
Like son
Like father
Could you ever look back
Feel the failure in your mistakes
You are a fucking disgrace
Not just to me but to everyone else
In the dark of the night
A form of hate takes its disguise
A shadow born from within
To say this is your legacy
Is this how you want it to go
How would you know when you're consumed by this mess
You're looking at the world through a broken lens
This is anguish
This is trauma
Anguish
Trauma
Look at the world through me
This is anguish
This is trauma
You will see the beginning of the end
I will never forget what you did
This is anguish
This is trauma