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Family ties my only hope's to keep this family alive
God broke a family of five
They were all on the rise man it sucks to see your family fly
And there's famine in my stomach cause I focus on crying
Got me thinking about my worth when I'm dying
Is this life all a blessing or a curse and I'm trying to comprehend
But maybe it's not worth all my time
Thinking am I losing myself when I look back on Ls
Then I question if I ever really found me yet
Prioritising others now I think twice (twice twice)
Cause I ain't been holding down me yet (down)
Sickening thoughts about entering morgues (morgues morgues)
Breaking down when they open the door
Battle life but I know that I'm losing the war
Put two and two don't know what I'm losing it for
How long I gotta wait for this weight on my shoulders to pass
Thinking if I breathe right now what's the chances of this breath I'm gonna take is gonna be the last
I would rather let my mind stay hungry than to feed the past (stay hungry)
I don't talk too much but niggas greedy so I feed them bars (bars)
And they cap too much say I'm meedy but they see I'm hard (hard)
And they don't see the works
And I know the man are talking cause their pussy hurts (pussy hurts)
See the vision first
And I know that they'll all copy when they see it works
Nice guy angle never got me to no B's
Mandem begging T can you come be a hoe please
Never had it in me I just stay on my own steeds
Focus on my goals so I won't be in OT
Doing OT in this 9-5, isn't gonna cater for the things that I try buy
When you ain't got it yet why does it seem like time flies
Racing by myself it's only cats that get nine lives
(Why)
Cause I done saw my sister die and she was working hard
And my other sister died it was just the start