Life's all crazy
Thought I saw the life, but this lights all hazey
Yeah
Though he was my nigga but this guys Fugazi
Ouuuuuu
Been through the stresses I learnt to make it cope
(Cope)
Wildy observant I'm always taking notes
(Notes)
Been observant, see the evil eye
Been through the darkness so I can see the light
Toxic environment is where I reside
But I've walked through the war zone to see the other side
Praying upon my demise
Seeing through this guy and I can see disguise secrets lies
Is the Law of attraction where the secret lies
Cah' I've been manifesting hard but can't see the light
I envision a love peace and family ties
Why do I receive hate grief and plenty despise
Growing up I had plenty role models I take notes
They taught what I shouldn't but not should be
I look up to them and see what life could be
Then execute the opposite I know how life should be
Focused on the wrong as a youth I was told life was tough never knew how hard it would be
Saw granny dying man it shook me
Saw life leave the body man it took me
Looking down when she descending took a piece of me
So I don't tolerate a thing if it ain't peace for me
Peacefully
Waiting on my time to go
Everybody bounces so I choose to live my life and ball
Financial literacy and freedom I know that imma achieve em' showed niggas I never need em'
Never ball on a budget Dior sneakers and tee's
Bad females that love me and all I'm doing is tease em'
What you're hearing is only just the beginning
I don't told man already we're shutting down the whole season
See growing up was different for man
Had a fam that's mentality was different from man
No family solidity or love with validity
But outside in you couldn't see the disability
The inability to show love was intoxicating
Fake aura, wasn't me that they're indoctrinating
Down to hold the real, but to the fake i'm vaccinated
For some I see the opposite, damn nigga i'm fascinated
New path, self love now they're hating on me
Deep down I know they're mad that I'm fading slowing
I can't entertain the bullshit so I'm focused on me
And I'm numb to the pain ain't got nuttin' on me
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Thought I'd be the Golden child, the world is wild and all
They would never feel me now, they hear me now and all
Are they gonna fear me now
Niggas wanna heal me now
Yeah
Cah' I was wounded from my upbringing
That's why in this life I'll never stop winning
Thought I'd be the Golden child, the world is wild and all
They would never feel me now, they hear me now and all
Are they gonna fear me now
Niggas wanna heal me now
Yeah
Cah' I was wounded from my upbringing
That's why in this life I'll never stop winning