I hear people talking in the back of my head Telling me to do these things That I should be dead But you put me here, So Im gonna be out your hair I'll go run away from fuzz Just like you did to us I'm going away You should have stayed Can't handle no more rain Can't handle no more pain I'm not a clown, I know whats down I know deep down, you can't run away proud Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel How do you really feel Tell me please Why you had to leave I don't really know you But you know me I only know your name and that you left Six weeks old, didn't learn how to be kind Just enough time to be Losing my mind You just fucked it up you know Done it plenty times before Add it to your list you know Don't come knocking for the doe Cause my door won't Open for the fake bitches, oh no You called for a talk I slammed the phone in the wall Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel How do you really feel Tell me please Why you had to leave There is no hope You have to move on I'm stuck with the pain But you can move on Can't count the hours that I've prayed For you to stay And I can't wait To spit on your grave I can feel the pain Its here again Keeps on creeping till' I'm sleeping In the corner weeping Cause I really miss my dad And makes me really sad That I keep on insisting that I gotta fight the bad Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel Tell me why Pain always finds the way Tell me why Life aint ever been the same I'm wondering Why you left me And I'm wondering How you really feel