Look
Heartbroken, up all night I'm crying again
I feel constant pain not just like now and then
I wanna write my story I can't even find a pen
It must be in my jacket pocket from when I was ten
Don't you find it funny, how we were treated when we were kids will ultimately define who we are as men
No ones there for you, even people you thought were family, when I needed you most where d'you go my friend
Take my heart, mind, soul, break it to pieces
I wanna stand up for myself but my brain it freezes
Give it time kid, things change just like the seasons
I've been living in hell man just kill my demons
I don't like it here mum I just wanna leave
I can't handle the stress mum I can barely breathe
I ain't going to school mum, these kids keep picking on me
Haven't told no one but can't they see
Listen here my angel, you don't have to take it
Count to ten, close your eyes, come on just be patient
People hate you, shake you, til' they break you
But son how strong you stand will eventually make you
They say you look different, talk different and you're kinda weird
But you're my beautiful baby boy and that's how it is
You know I'd take away all the pain that you've had to go through
Don't worry son hang in there just persevere
One year later, nothing's changed it hurts the same
Maybe it's my fault mum, maybe it's me to blame
Someone said that sticks and stones may break your bones but words can never hurt you
You sure? I think that quotes insane
I mean I can't complain, got a loving family they ask me every day
How was school son? It was ok
Have you ever been sat on your school bus with all your mates yet it feels like you're walking home in the pouring rain
Name a remedy, something giving me energy
I've been feeling so tired, I just wanna be a better me
My times runnin' out, tearing up and breaking down
I think they've gone too far man, I can't turn this around
I hear an ambulance, sirens changing the ambience
Imagine what's gonna happen if I go and I'm absent
I won't let this world win not today, so tomorrow I'm going school I promise I'm taking action but
I wanna runaway bro I wanna runaway
I can't take anymore I wanna runaway
I wanna run away, I wanna runaway
I can't do this no more, I wanna runaway
I wanna runaway away mum I wanna runaway
I can't stay in this place
I wanna runaway