I woke up this morning and asked myself what am I tryna believe
Focus on the real life shit questions, like who am I even tryna be
Marj said just be you my darling but mum what does that even mean
I wanna make it so bad, they're gonna hear me scream
Now I'm not lying when I tell you lot this shits way more than about just p's
Most these artists tryna portray a life that they could never lead
Say less act more, then when you're next on stage my brudda you won't choke and freeze
Then again what am I even mad for, like me they're just tryna chase their dreams
Dreams, thoughts and images in your mind when you sleep
But I swear down there's so much more to it than that my bro, on God it's that deep
I go to bed thinking about success
I'm stargazing, I'm not counting sheep
I think about this shit all the time
That's what makes me me, it's my whole belief
Aite cool, just wait
Give it a minute I swear this is my fate
I'm a star in the making
If i blow up then I blow up
I was born to be great
The stress don't faze me but this shits making me crazy
Nah I don't wanna wait
Last year I told you man soon come
Don't watch that I was running late
I'm flying among shooting stars
But my love I will never forget you
You're in my head you fill my heart
Darling just wait I'm coming to get you
I can picture it so vividly
Living lavishly with a sweet one telling me
How my music change the way she look at me
Not literally but I think more lyrically
I think her name was night angel or suttin
Can't wait til then dear we'll be stuntin
Pops told me son chase your hopes and aspirations
Believe me I'm running
How long does it take your boy that you've known for time to support your sound
Something that I've learnt over time is that the real ones are still being found
It's irrelevant how long you've known someone if they don't care if you lived or drowned
Fuck those man I don't care about them
I swear to God they're just straight up clowns
I was taught to wear my heart on my sleeve and say what I mean
I'm sorry mum and dad and you grandma, I tried my best to keep this shit clean
It's hard when you're passionate about this cah I'm just tryna paint you the scene
They believed in me when I had no goal, I was this one man team