This Is the end of all the things that have kept me up at night Made me wanna take away my life Maybe I just don't care enough about what comes after life And I don't need your advice And I don't care enough to cry Cause nothing matters anymore Whether I'm dead or alive I just won't think about a thing I won't even waste my own time I'll just stay in this limbo until I'm sixty five But if we're truly being real I won't make it past the age of twenty five I'm not here for a long time Not even a good time Just trying to get by This is the end of me trying to please everyone Holding me back from self love Trying to stay back to keep up It's just too much for me Too much responsibility I just wanna go back to sleep but I can't Why does every person that I meet Just want something from me I just wanna be left alone but they won't They say that they love me all the time And that I'm out of my mind But I don't even know if it's really true I'm not here for a long time Not even a good time Just trying to get by