When I was young I shot, shot for the moon And when I, I grew up, it led to gloom The things that, that I love are killing me If I don't indulge then, then I won't sleep I run from, run from love and sympathy Yet I keep my heart up, upon my sleeve I make it hard for me, me and my self Maybe I'm too scared to change my self Slowdive to the asphalt Fall down I'm an asshole Wake up with the street lights Try hard to complete life Blood stained on my white tee Scraped up over my knees Thorn bones grow inside me When the sun hits heaven finds me Got a little devil on my shoulder Telling me to fold cause I'm older Dancing in the dark though it's colder Bought some Mary Jane then I rolled her Staying out late put emotion in the folder Staying out late till the sun comes up Gonna go skate till my legs fall off Distract me from the things that I think about Never really thought it would go this rout Bury me in the garden Grow into a tree Water me with bourbon Put a tire swing on my branches I'll go to a place where it's painless Feed me to the earth and I'll turn into an angel