Brief, terrifying moments of conciousness Like a dream without substance A life worth living? Neither awake nor asleep Total emotional emptiness For years I've been Dwelling in the deepest Depths of apathy For years I've been Searching For a soul within myself A battle of good and evil A soul stillborn A battle of life and death My hope entombed All light has faded All warmth is gone My being filled With total hatred for life Triumph of a war A life at it's end A peak of Perfection The moment of my death All I saw in chaos was hell For I couldn't see the beauty Everywhere around me I revealed the true meaning of life By embracing Death divine All life ever gave to me Was confusion and futility Never will I let a cage of flesh Keep me restrained Never again