Our hearts are trapped In a spiral of struggle Futile battle for another dawn Dreaming of heavens Heading south further and further Craving for peace - devoted to war In search for purpose In search for meaning But ending up with vile frustration For even the richest content And the purest of joys Cannot satisfy our hunger anymore Hearts like vessels, impossible to fill Leaking the blood, drop by drop Promises made by us for ourselves A spark of hope - shield and weapon alike To hide behind and to strike with wrath Yet the target is us and it attracts the blade Every thought we breed tonight Every chance we face Every choice we make They all lead us back Every dream we breed tonight Every chance we take Every choice we make They all lead us back Every scar we get tonight Every memory Every star and every day Day after day alone we paint the scars Layer upon layer and brush is the knife Day after day alone we paint the scars Layer upon layer and canvas is the heart Every thought we breed tonight Every chance we face Every choice we make They all lead us back Every dream we breed tonight Every chance we take Every choice we make They all lead us back Every scar we get tonight Every memory And this starlit sky They all lead us back Every suffering, every joy Every night and every day Day after day alone we paint the scars Layer upon layer and brush is the knife Day after day alone we paint the scars Layer upon layer and canvas is the heart Suffering made bliss A promise of peace Self-sacrifice In hope of serenity Suffering made bliss Prosthetic of peace To kindle a light In the darkness of mere being Thicker and thicker One more scab we paint To fill the hole again Thicker and thicker One more scab we paint To feel whole again And no one knows When it falls apart