I was gonna take my life Where I wanted to go Which was with your life No, you'll ever know Now I can't do that No, with the heaven found 'Cause when I was ready You were nowhere around I said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away? Is it 'cause you were not true And you never had friends to stay? Or is it 'cause you had a girl On the other side of town? Made plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around? You said I was special Special to the world And made you special 'Cause I was your girl Now, I can't do that No, with the heaven found I thought I was special Where are you now? I said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away? Is it 'cause you were not true And you never had friends to stay? Or is it 'cause you had a girl On the other side of town? Made plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around? Remember that go You said I was yours And then I was ready Your heart an open door So I gave up the biggest smile For your voices sound But I can't smile now 'Cause you're not around I said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away? Is it 'cause you were not true? And you never had friends to stay Or is it 'cause you had a girl On the other side of town? Made plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around? I said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away? Is it 'cause you were not true And you never had friends to stay? Or is it 'cause you had a girl On the other side of town? Made plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around?