It is in these moments of pain When I understand that my existence is futile And that this has tormented me since birth Making me believe that someone needed me This is the truth You, life, made me suffer for too long Now I'm over. I'm over forever The lesions that you left on me are too serious To be left open by you One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin Is better than what you made me feel The times you betrayed me are infinite And you made me feel sick, deluding myself