I am alive for the very first time. Conscious and pondering all of the ways that I've died. Thousands of times, Hung for the truth while I choke on my lies. I am nothing. I am everything. I am fallen from grace. I was hopeless until one day I learned, I am God and I work in mysterious ways. I've been calling this place hell for so long, But it's strangely divine. Maybe this was heaven all along, But I just never noticed the signs. I AM. I am the Devil in disguise When I stopped searching I heard a voice and it said to me: "God is everything. You are everything."