I try to escape from the gutter of my mind Distorted thoughts turn my soul into ice Everything ahead seems to fade away The shadow in the mirror shows me who's to blame I can't carry your doubts as I won't show mine Not one single day which is passing by Can't count on no one when you're down and out Gonna lose my grip before I hit the ground The world I see is driving me insane There's an ugly face behind every smile I got it on my own That I can't deny Nothing to nothing When it's all said and done Either you gonna break Or it makes you strong