As a kid I believed that the memories will fade away That time will heal Came to a point and I learned to endure the pain To deal with the hurt Discord of two minds Walk under dark clouds when I used to shine It rapes my soul A constant search for reasons I'm still looking for a hold In a world so bitter, in a world so cold In Janus' arms One face to the past and what is gone With every feeling that dies Shattered into the pieces of a broken life Turn into stone, let me sink End up all alone And it rapes my soul A constant search for reasons I'm still looking for a hold In a world so bitter, in a world so cold I turn cold Let me sink, I can't see a need to stay