I lost control Of my daily routine So I started drinking Getting so damn sick of my fucking self My hope gets raped By a faceless evil Digging poisoned nails Into my weakened heart My mind is fucked There's no escape Too many demons Block my fucking way I am haunted By my own mistakes I lost control Of fucking everything So I started drinking Myself to sleep This ain't the life I was born to live This ain't the life I was born to live This ain't the life I was born to live And when I close my eyes Demons haunt me They wanna hunt me down They hunt me fucking down