Drowning in a mire of despair I'm chocking on misery I'm struggling, struggling for air but I can't find the surface I stared into the darkness of my own soul And the darkness stared back with a thousand eyes I know those were my demons Chipping away at me I know those were my demons Chipping away at me, bit by bit I got a stone on my heart And it feels like a boulder I struggle to remove it Try to break free I got a stone on my heart And it feels like a boulder But in the end, I stay trapped and Happiness eludes me There rages a war inside of me And I feel like I'm losing I feel like I'm losing myself I seem to fade a way Each day my anxiety grows Checking in the mirror if it shows Every day my sorrow grows I fear to lose my way I got a stone on my heart And it feels like a boulder I struggle to remove it Try to break free I got a stone on my heart And it feels like a boulder But in the end, I stay trapped and Happiness eludes me