What did I do wrong What the hell did I do to deserve this Don't push me Because I'm already close to the edge If I lose balance, my fucking life will too No peace No relief in sight Hopeless Useless, numb and blind Tried so hard to overcome Overcome the burden of my life Black clouds of despair rise above my head Led to illness and strike me dead A roaring storm has formed Itself inside my head The lapse of sanity entering my mind Slow decay is the real threat This can not be real The darkness that I feel It's in my head Everywhere I am This can not be real The darkness that I feel It's in my head, it haunts me down Everywhere I go it follows me around