Left alone again Wondering where all the time went? With my patience stretched and my loyalty vexed Now I'm convinced I'll never, ever, ever trust you again I'll never be able to climb the walls inside your head An ambition I've found can only lead to failure No end in sight, so I just give up the fight I take back everything I said Look where we are now it never meant shit and it never will so just forget it Now I'm stuck with this regret all because I've let it I never thought I'd fucking regret it No, I'm not gonna try, So I'll just wait to die. Wait to die. And I just can't apologize for the times I've made you cry It's not that I don't feel ashamed I'm just too much of a coward to look you in the fucking eye