Is Mercury in retrograde
Or am I just feeling blue
I'm looking for some sort of explanation
For why I can't seem to
Get out of bed, enjoy the sunlight
I fight with my thoughts until midnight
Yet I have the nerve to tell you that I'm alright
My shrink says I should have some self-compassion
Well where does one find that
I know I am my own worst enemy
But that doesn't change the fact
I'm haunted by my introspection
My biggest fear is my own reflection
It seems to appear when I least expect it
Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius
I spend most of my time cooped up in my room
It's better off that way
Small talk makes me want to stick pins in my eyes
I don't know what to say
When all of my friends seem so happy
Meanwhile I'm here feeling crappy
Nursing my laptop watching reruns of Glee
I probably sound just like a broken record
That plays the same old song
No one likes it when I control the aux chord
But I don't know what's wrong
With dancing to Sufjan at a party
If I'm killing the mood I'm sorry
The pressure to party is what's kind of killing me
Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius
My horoscope said that this month
My lucky number would be two
But the only match for me is the person in the mirror
Who says, "you've gotta get out of your head"
I look back at that person and I say
Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius