Took my smile Life turned that shit around Kick my ass to the ground It's a permanent frown It's a permanent frown It's a permanent frown Hard to look up when you always down Hard to stay calm with the madness all around It's a permanent frown It's a permanent frown These uppers pick me up off the ground But I stay falling right back down Sike I came up off my own damn grief All that pain just empower me Made a life off PTSD Wounds don't heal them cuts too deep Now it's the verses that drip out and leak Now it's the wolf hiding in the sheep A hopeless child birthed the fucking beast Yeah, that's me Eighteen bought a beamer now I spin your fucking block Thought I'd end up homeless but a nigga switched the fucking plot I ain't bout that flexing nigga give a fuck what I got I'm just happy I'm in a place that I never would have thought I still suffer, I'm still fucked up, but I give it all I got If I'm breathing best believing I'm still aiming for the top Goofy niggas watch out, I ain't stopping till my body rot Niggas in my way this banger pop your motherfucking top, bitch Oh I'm on a roll now Yeah won't slow down Dodging everything they throw now Retaliate with them poles out Pitch dark look up see a glimpse of the light Maybe there's more behind all the suffer and the fight Maybe there's a reason to keep going on with this life Memories up in my mind haunt my sleep up in the night But it's alright Yeah, It's alright I still fight I still fight, uh