Breaks me up to think of home It eats me up and swallows me whole 'Cause you call me sobbing almost every morning And it makes me wish that maybe I had warned you Makes me go outside when it's colder And it makes me feel ashamed to have moved abroad Makes me feel alone now that I am gone It blinds me so I won't know what is real And it makes us see what we used to fear 'Cause I do not care about the consequences Of living such a lie without strong fences Makes me leave the house when it's colder And it makes me drink more than I have before Makes me feel alone now that I am gone And I, I'm gone I am gone.