Man i been looking for ways to get outta my head
And maybe face the fact that happiness and love might just be what i need
A couple shots of tequila and a cigar full of weed
To be honest i just wanna be free
And I ain't talking bout nobody but me
The one who's holding the key, it's why I put in all these hours for free
In hopes of liberating me of all the shit that I've seen
Cause at the moment I'm as blue as as the sea
And I ain't never been a fan of the ocean
Talking to myself putting my plans into motion
I know she love me but i just can't seem to open
Haunted by demons, they wanna feed on my soul and my heart till I'm broken again
My mind keeps spinning, I'm losin', I'm winnin
I can't escape from the life I was given
But if you keep on holding me
You just might set me free
Ooh, free
To be honest I been struggling to finish this song
I was afraid I might be singing it wrong cause all I feel is pain
And at the same time, I'm feeling insane
And hoping I don't write these lyrics in vain
For now, my spirit and brain aren't aligned
I know my inner conflict will never stop on a dime
So I'm looking for a sign,
A glimmer of light, a symbol of hope to guide me
A sinner for life, but I won't let that shit define me, uh
Easily said, but not easily done
It's a cold word, pray you only get physically numb
Cause if it gets into your heart, then it's prolly too late
The only antidote resides in every choice that that you make with love and passion
Ever seen love in action?
They know your secrets, yet they see you in some other fashion, but
All of those things don't mean nothing till you feel the same
Locked in a cage, it's only me to blame
But now i'm free
My mind keeps spinning, I'm losin', I'm winnin
I can't escape from the life I was given
But if you keep on holding me
You just might set me free
Ooh, free