Keep my middle finger on the trigger always
I really think you niggas should consider calling quits
I won't stop till my niggas all paid, till my last breath, imma give you access to my brain
But warning!
So much chaos inside, you might get lost, i can't promise you will survive
You might get tossed aside if you stand in my way
Smoking weed, writing music how i'm spending my days
Stuck in a daze, damn, my bitch so bad
She hold a nigga down, i swear i live for that
She snubbing niggas just like an aristocrat
I swear the god there ain't shit I wouldn't risk for that
Damn, that's real talk
I broke my legs a couple times but i still walk
See i might drop a couple dimes but i still score
Yeah I might write a couple rhymes just to feel more
Back again with it, write what my lenses witness
I'm tryna get hella numbers, ain't talking ten digits
I used to spend all my summers up in the clouds
Now i'm working on my future ain't no more fucking around
And if you can't see it
Well let me clarify, i ain't lookin for no 9 to 5
Or any other life slaving away getting by
I know i said it already my girl a ride or die
That's why she down to ride
And if you looked inside your heart, tell me what you'd find
A bit of darkness cause we all got demons
And it's growing by the second cause you hide your feelings
Ask the lord for forgiveness the next time you're kneeling
For real, i never felt above it
But I ain't scared of my emotions, boy i cry in public
Cause you see strength isn't really the lack of weakness
It only matters how well you pick up the pieces
Look, conversations i had with myself
Made me realize i was compromising my health
My own reflection instilled fear, regardless i'm still here
I had to get proactive like skin care, huh
I told my momma, we gone get this money
Got my courage from you, nobody can take it from me
I got my pops brains, so don't fuck with me
What they all saying really ain't affecting me
I got the recipe for success, and if this is my last breath
I'mma live on thru the message i spread,
The standards i set, doing what i learn from the best
Leaving my mark and try stay apart from the rest
Yeah, guess you thought i would quit, huh
You wrong, if you try stop me i load the clip then you gone
I sip on patron, but the shit lingers on
Feeling weak from all the blood that i spilt on this song, huh