There's no place to where i can belong I am never the one whom they want I shouldn't be here I shouldn't be there I shouldn't have been born And i'd run until i get lost Though i know there's always a cost I'll pay for it I'm used to it I won't complain So please just let me try Once in my life Once in my life Though i know all of these may just go wrong Though i know i might not be strong again Though i might not be able to stand again I don't know what i've been looking for I even do not know what i want I ask myself I cheat myself I leave myself I pretend to be happy but i'm not I'm never satisfied with what i've got I want too much I need too much I hope for too much So please just let me fly Once in my life Once in my life I know i might as well just fall and die But in front of you i will never cry And i'll never admit that i regret