I'm in love with a friend But he's in love with a man So i took out my pen Wrote down the story of me and this friend Sometimes i ask myself Should i plant a tree that'll never grow Or should i ride a boat In a river that no longer flows Oh i imagine too much I sleep i dream too much and In the end i don't know what is up As a friend as a friend I have always tried to understand To be frank to be frank I secretly hope i still have a chance Did you show Does he know What's in your mind Would you be calm enough If he declines I will always be by your side Though i'm never gonna be your bride I will look for somebody else To love and to be loved I eat i vomit too much I smoke i drink too much and In the end i don't know what i've done Oh i sleep i dream too much Oh i smoke i drink too much My friend i love you too much