(Uh) When I'm trying to get right Got to be on my own I got my iPhone That's how I'm writing this song And I gotta shout-out gang But I feel all alone And I got my feelings I ain't trying to die on my own Life isn't easy When you try to take the shortcut I was trying to do good But you know I fucked up It was so hard Just to get up some I was never feeling like Being myself was enough Now I got to the bands Might buy a new truck If you play with me or gang (Bitch) Pull up I'm just tryna figure out what's right or what's wrong When I feel my pain I just write a new song Momma said go upstairs and write a new one And we got money coming in We got new funds Thank my momma for the help I was gruesome All I wanted to know See how the group runs Split it up Cause' it's all of the group funds If you don't know what to do Just don't do wrong If you try to get at me Or be rude or sum Let me tell you bout this time back when I felt numb In my bed, in my head All my thoughts over come Try to hurt myself Just so I could feel some And I was sipping straight Poured a eight Fuck the rum Fight or flight Feeling like every thought it was dumb I don't believe in god Thank the universe for this life Gang got the bread and a couple new fucking pipes I want to show them how to live alive I don't want this anymore Living a lie! I don't want these thoughts to fill my head up at night I'm just tryna get up, would you think thats alright? Is that alright? (Would you think thats alright?) When I'm trying to get right Got to be on my own I got my iPhone That's how I'm writing this song And I gotta shout-out gang But I feel all alone And I got my feelings I ain't trying to die on my own Life isn't easy When you try to take the shortcut I was trying to do good But you know I fucked up It was so hard Just to get up some I was never feeling like Being myself was enough Now I got to the bands Might buy a new truck If you play with me or gang (Bitch) Pull up I'm just tryna figure out what's right or what's wrong When I feel my pain I just write a new song