(This is a sign to stop doubting yourself and do what you love)
Hey
I'm enemies with myself these days
When things are great I'm still messed up
I doubt myself and still entertain
The thought of a sweet surrender
Pain, let it rest
I still got the rest of my life
To mess up my life, yeah
Paying respects
This is the death of my stress
But it won't be the death of me
Silence, uh
And it's been on my mind
I think it's bout time I let go
Diamond in the ruff
And it takes time
Guess that's why it's worth finding those
Searching for myself, but I'm not there
To you, if I could go anywhere
Inside it's vibrant
Don't know where I hide it
Cause I'm right here
I'm enemies with myself these days
When things are great I'm still messed up
I doubt myself and still entertain
The thought of a sweet surrender
Pain, let it rest
I still got the rest of my life
To mess up my life, yeah
Paying respects
This is the death of my stress
But it won't be the death of me
Silence, uh
And it's been on my mind
I feel like I've been gone
Crying cause she drunk
It's really cause she hiding hard times finding trust
Searching for myself, but I'm not there
To you, if I could go anywhere
Inside it's vibrant
Don't know where I hide it
Cause I'm right here
Don't know where I hide it
Don't know where I hide it
Cause I'm right here
I'm enemies with myself these days
When things are great I'm still messed up
I doubt myself and still entertain
The thought of a sweet surrender
Pain, let it rest
I still got the rest of my life
To mess up my life, yeah
Paying respects
This is the death of my stress
But it won't be the death of me