I'm sorry for the distance I ain't gon lie I been fucked up
Tryna keep it low I ain't the best at keeping cover
Weeks on weeks go by I ain't even speaking to my mother
Let alone my niggas I ain't even seen my brothers
Spent so many years just tryna figure out my path
Unresolved problems I been dealing wit my past
Growing up I never knew that life would move so fast
Tryna get it all today hoping tonight ain't my last
I been praying for my dad
Lord knows them long days gotta be oh so bad
We gon through this I know that we can
Gotta trust the process cause god got a plan
Gotta a plan yeah I know that's fasho
Put in my notes and it come out I watch it grow
Too much on my head I gotta find a way let it go
Mother named river cause I guess I gotta special flow
Ion understand why you been calling me lately
I been going off the grid going Kanye crazy
Tweaking on the beat and that ain't no pun intended
Blessings on blessing I'm starting to feel like the reverend
Knowing this shit could all just be gon any second
I dip away on DND ion wanna see nun yo message
I'm going through it yeah I'm feeling lost
So I'm sorry if I'm going ghost
I'm sorry for the distance I ain't gon lie I been fucked up
Tryna keep it low I ain't the best at keeping cover
Weeks on weeks go by I ain't even speaking to my mother
Let alone my niggas I ain't even seen my brothers
Spent so many years just tryna figure out my path
Unresolved problems I been dealing wit my past
Growing up I never knew that life would move so fast
Tryna get it all today hoping tonight ain't my last