Heartbreak and misery is all I need
To get me to fall asleep while I dream
Don't wake me up 'cus I hate my reality
It's easy now and then for medicine
To numb all the pain again
Now I don't feel at all
It's a typical reaction to your voice in my reality
The weight is lifted through my body there's no gravity
With you I'm a mess, without you I'm even less
And even though I hate you sometimes, I love the stress
Lay on my chest, girl, that's just reality
Sometimes I'd rather numb the pain, give way to gravity
Drift away from planet Earth out to a galaxy
Maybe one day we can come together gradually
Until then I'll continue to live in my headspace happily
Radically, I know in my mind I'm acting irrationally
You're mad at me? Not talking to me is never your strategy
Naturally, the pent-up aggression releases passively, rapidly
Heartbreak and misery is all I need
To get me to fall asleep while I dream
Don't wake me up 'cus I hate my reality
It's easy now and then for medicine
To numb all the pain again
Now I don't feel at all
At this point my life's on autopilot, phone is on do not disturb
I want to talk about it, but it's hard when no one's heard
Now feelings getting hurt, you hate not feeling heard
But what am I supposed to do when you can't keep your word?
You feel the nerves, that's why you had to miss that call
I hate it when you come home late or sometimes not at all
With feelings now involved, it's hard to find the cause
The root of all our issues makes it hard for us to solve
Keep it on DND, with no apologies
I thank technology now you cannot bother me, but
When I tell you that I love you it gives a different meaning
The way you look at me it makes me wish I wasn't dreaming
Don't wake me up it's hard for me to fall and stay asleep
I'd rather stay asleep and live on with this fantasy
Abandon me, I pray that you never leave and you banish me
Fantasy, I just wanna keep on dreaming in vanity
Now stay away and let me live in dark space
I find peace in misery and heartbreak
Every mistake I have to learn the hard way
I mediate in my solitude state
Through all the madness, the baddest, in between all the saddest
My heart is filled with pain and I'm addicted to the sadness, why?
I'm just a lost cause there's no healing me
I'm just a lonely dreamer full of misery
Heartbreak and misery is all I need
To get me to fall asleep while I dream
Don't wake me up 'cus I hate my reality
It's easy now and then for medicine
To numb all the pain again
Now I don't feel at all
Heartbreak and misery is all I need
To get me to fall asleep while I dream
Don't wake me up 'cus I hate my reality
It's easy now and then for medicine
To numb all the pain again
Now I don't feel at all