I let the devil in He told me bounce back You took my life for a long time and I want it back Oh what was that? Oh you ain't hearing me? We'll take it upstairs with God, 'cus ain't no fear in me Let's take it upstairs with God, devil's disparity "Oh, now you talking about God?" How embarrassing My reflection of my life, the devil mirrored me I wish I never lost my way, it started scaring me One thing is clear to me (what) It began affecting me (what) It took the best of me (what) It'll be the death of me (what) There's no respecting me (what) Hit him with a vasectomy (what) Tryna take what's left of me (what) Can't take what's left of me (huh) There's no accepting me (huh) But you never neglected me (what) You kept on blessing me (huh) Always directing me (what) You kept on testing me (huh) There's no perfecting me (what) You never rejected me (huh) That is how you dealt with me, yeah Middle finger to ya for taking my energy One thing you never did was fill my mind with jealously You took control of me, 'til I was broken mentally I took control of it, now I hope the devil envies me Slowly killin' me and all the ones that's dear to me I had to get it all together, the storm had weathered me Destroying what I built for you to be ahead of me Regain control, now you label me the enemy Now you label me the enemy Waking up A part of life It'll soon be over Before you realize Take it slow But keep in mind Before you know it Flashes before your eyes Waking up A part of life It'll soon be over Before your eyes They open up You roll the dice You roll it twice Flashes before you die Flashes before you die Flashes before you die