I'm jumping, going head first
I feel the breeze, no t-shirt
No turning back, I hope this hurts
Without a doubt, I know I'm cursed
Ah man, I'm still alive
How the fuck did I survive?
I'm out cold, in a coma
Fresh air is the aroma
First responders all surrounding me
Waking up there's a surgeon inside of me
Operating on my mind says he gotta see
Operating trying to find out what is wrong with me
Tryna tell you people there is nothing wrong me
Everything is wrong, what you too blind to see?
Take a look around this world, what you trying to see?
Won't you motherfuckas come and take a ride with me?
Take a ride with a blind nigga
Thinking everything is fine nigga, why nigga?
Getting caught up in this world nigga, bye nigga
Now you caught up in a bind nigga, my nigga
I've been pondering and I've been wondering
On everything I say how you just phase away
With everything I hit you with will only ricochet
We're both numb to the feelings that we fade away
My life
Is over
So I'm not
Ever going sober
But I'm not
Overdosing
It's an overdose
I'm overdosing
My life
Is over
So I'm not
Ever going sober
But I'm not
Overdosing
It's an overdose
I'm overdosing
Docs waking me up, I'm on a cold floor
I know I've been down this road before
I've seen four walls didn't have a door
I can't jump if I'm on the first floor
Why'd you wake me up, in the first place?
Don't wake me up, I love this place
You make me bitter, I applicate
Bad appetite, that's an aftertaste
Got you really thinking that you know me
I know you're lying to me telling me it's all rewarding
On my best behavior, you adore me
No more threats of going back and talking to the warden (lil bitch)
Now I'm in your mind, I got your keys
Oh you want them back? Hmm, say please (haha)
I'm cold hearted, it's a disease
Oh is that a problem? (Umm), at ease
Why you strap me up, so I can't move my nigga?
What you mad 'cus I'm making these moves my nigga?
It was guaranteed I'd make it out this room my nigga
I have a lot of issues and a lot of loose screws
My brain's fried, I don't need your help
I'm brainwashed, I don't need more help
My soul has bled away, my body's washed away
Can someone save me now, 'cus I'm about to drown
My life
Is over
So I'm not
Ever going sober
But I'm not
Overdosing
It's an overdose
I'm overdosing
My life
Is over
So I'm not
Ever going sober
But I'm not
Overdosing
It's an overdose
I'm overdosing