My conscious feels broken Its a mess They say it's a just a test But I dont think that I'll make it I've sang this song about a thousand times already But I cant cope With the fact that I'm not getting better I should probably get some help But I cant talk to anybody but myself And that's alright You won't call me Nobody does Im not worth it I've lost friendships Can you please check in Can someone please check in And will you Come see me In a coffin When I'm eighteen Hear about it On the tv Just another kid lost to himself And if life is a game Who the fuck is ahead Cuz I cant ever seem To get out of my bed Will I make it out Will she love me now Am I missing out What is love about Please won't you break me down These drugs aren't helping Im fucking disgusting At least that's what I think Ill never be something Im always too far gone