I know I'm a mess You say that you're depressed But you haven't met me yet I'm as hopeless as they get My mind is over run by enzymes Hope that I'll die soon Hope that you wont cry to, or lie to Me or my friends cause you know what you did Oh my god I'm so fucked I just wanna feel in love So nonchalant as you Watch me break before your eyes Falling apart will you Meet me on the other side Look past the flaws Can't you see i just was traumatized I can't blame the drugs But I wasn't myself at the time When we got together again I got as low as it gets Influenced her to seek change And live like me on the edge She got away but The damage been done I lost some loved ones Over my own problems I posses a modicum of skill it makes me depressed I just wanna feel something cutting through my fucking chest Baby let me bleed on the floor Ive fucking done this before You just judge me at my core I got no fucking support I still have the photos of you In my room In my head Can't fade out Wont go home I'll get stoned On my own Cause I hate you now more than ever Cause I hate you now more than ever I still have the photos of you In my room In my head Cant fade out Wont go home I'll get stoned On my own I know I'm a mess You say that you're depressed But you haven't met me yet I'm as hopeless as they get