And I should probably get out of my head And I should probably get out of your bed Feeling sick from the poison you fed Feeling lost from the lies that you said I'm antisocial I should go out more But I don't trust you I don't fuck with whores My concious telling me to stay inside Call my friends on the cord every time im high And I should probably get out of my head And I should probably get out of your bed Feeling sick from the poison you fed Feeling lost from the lies that you said I'm antisocial I should go out more But I don't trust you I don't fuck with whores My concious telling me to stay inside Call my friends on the cord every time im high And you wont find anyone like me Your boyfriend tryna be like me He call me a faggot on the timeline But act just like me I been in my bag So nothing seems to excite me Mix the molly with a drink Now we party every week Party every week Doing everything Haven't left my house But I haven't slept in weeks Antisocial I got friends but I feel like I want none Everyone just wants some Im only a month in To therapy I needed help I fucked up my mental health I should probably go out more But instead my feelings on the shelf Why is it that everytime I start to feel alive Memories from the past come back And haunt my dreams like every night And I should probably get out of my head And I should probably get out of your bed Feeling sick from the poison you fed Feeling lost from the lies that you said I'm antisocial I should go out more But I don't trust you I don't fuck with whores My concious telling me to stay inside Call my friends on the cord every time im high I hate you I hate you I wish I never dated you I wish I never spent all my money and time on dates with you Fucked up Fucked up Girl you got me fucked up I think I might wash up I think I might wash up Ohhhh