Been moping around Hoping to avoid a breakdown I know you'll be back in town next week I was feeling fine It's like I jumped back in time My SAD's at an all time peak Gonna have to see him again We still have all the same friends If I don't go out then that's letting him win I'm gonna walk up to him In some glittery dress And ask him, "How are you? That's great, I really wish you the best" And then just walk way This break up holiday, yeah I think that I might be drunk Went a little hard on the punch Feeling emotionally raw and real I'm not unreasonable But he's not allowed to make jokes And if I see my friends laughin' they're dead to me Gonna have to see him again It's like this night never ends But if I go home now that's letting him win I'm gonna walk up to him Like some glittery mess And tell him, "You're the worst I hate you, God I miss you so bad" And then just walk away This break up holiday, yeah Walk away This break up holiday, yeah The most wonderful time of the year All decked out in self loathing and fear Do I get him a present or not? The thing that counts is the thought Wouldn't want him to think that I've been thinking about him He's not gonna win Walk away This break up holiday, yeah Walk away This break up holiday, yeah Walk away This break up holiday, yeah Walk away This break up holiday, yeah