I ask you all the time Was it worth the fight? We're all gonna die Tell myself a lie And now the draggin' It's hard to care We're all breathin' and life's unfair I'm not stupid, I'm not unkind, but A solid reason, it can be hard to find It's tough believin' in what they say When what you know is the other way Feelin' better all the time, but I keep my head down I throw myself a line A never-ending course An infinite release I'm spending my whole mind Just to erase you from me I'm just lookin' for a sign that what I'm denyin' It will be worth the grind Another entail, another tear A sure reminder that you're not there It's not funny, it's not a joke, But there's no ignoring the mirrors and smoke A never-ending course An infinite release I'm spending my whole brain Just to erase you from me I ask you all the time Was it worth the fight We're all gonna die We're all prone to lie Just how many times a day Do I think about dying, but never when I Ask you all the time Was it worth the fight We're all gonna die Tell myself a lie