From the distance A movie scene Back row, watching life like it's not happening to me When it's too much It all looks fake A stupid game keep track of all the points that you make I don't feel happy I don't feel sad If things are good Or things are bad Whatever happens I won't be mad I'm so damn numb Don't look back So I don't feel nothing You see when I'm bluffing I say that I'm good but the truth of it is that reality's crushing Me So if you ever see the real me Where he's hiding no you won't see No I don't care we're past that now, we're past that now I don't feel happy I don't feel sad If things are good Or things are bad Whatever happens I won't be mad I'm so damn numb Don't look back