As soon as I wake up
I want to go back to sleep
I want to disappear
And never have to dream again
A fog clouds the vision
That I once admired
The reason has left
And now all that I desire is
The nothingness
That has been
Enveloping me
The shallow consciousness
That doesn't ever get to speak
Unless it's spoken to
Assure yourself
That you're not worth it
But I'll tragically remind you
That no one is
A repeat of last night
Now developing
You wanna break the cycle
Well just listen
Easily done
Harder to run away
When you can't breath
I don't wanna know
The way to go
If it leads me back here
Like a shapeshifter
Washing away all the pages
From before
Would you reconcile your fate
Or would you rather just ignore
The words and the lives
Of those you passed by
You try to keep moving
But they'll haunt you inside
Now you're coming undone
All you can do is run
But you can't breath
Something in your eyes
Says you're telling me the truth
But I still can't believe
The way
You leave
It all
Behind
I've still got a little bit of faith in you
Even though you've given me enough fuel to
Burn us both
To the ground
But I suppose sometimes
That's the best option
Given the circumstances
No please don't come undone
We haven't even begun
Just yet
We can just sit and breath
Something in your eyes
Says you can't tell me the truth
But I still want to see
How did we get to this place
And still not know any damn thing
Are we just too naive
Perhaps come next life time
We'll both pay a little more attention
To all the subtleties