My first love was a carpenter He built me a house Out of bottles and smoke The day I set to leave his side I thought for sure I'd die alone ♪ He reminded me of Jesus Christ The calmness in his martyrdom The endless empty of his cup The smell of cedar in his clothes ♪ I hope he'll find a saltine cracker girl To get him good and clean I hope he'll find it in his bleeding heart To never think of me To never think of me His brother was an army man Paranoia in his eye He's probably seen a million things That make him wish he could just die He reminded me of Jesus Christ Carrying a heavy load His trigger finger pops a can Of beer to forget what he knows His is the only face That I have ever swung at while I screamed I hope he'll find it in his broken heart To never think of me To never think of me To never think of me To never think of me ♪ I hope he'll find a saltine cracker girl To get him good and clean I hope he'll find it in his bleeding heart ♪ To never think of me