It's like happiness, but not quite It's like happiness, but not quite It's like happiness, but not quite It's like happiness I'm not swayed by circumstance One foot on each side of the fucking fence What is joy without despair? Where do I fucking go from here? Still looking for the light But I can't seem to find Still trying to do what's right I can't give up this fight I'm not swayed by circumstance One foot on each side of the fucking fence What is joy without despair? Where do I fucking go from here? Still looking for the light But I can't seem to find Still trying to do what's right I can't give up this fight Even though I'm broken This one thing I still have Looking forward, looking back I turn to what's ahead May my choices build the strength Of who I'm meant to be Even though it's not happiness It's where I'm meant to be Oh, what the fuck is joy? Oh, what the fuck is joy? Oh, what the fuck is joy?