I try to not eat but sleeping pills Dissociated now, like I'm not here I always talk about sleep 'Cause I don't like here I try to not eat but sleeping pills Dissociated now, like I'm not here I always talk about sleep 'Cause I don't like here The only thing I miss is NyQuil I see myself becoming an addict Far away from god, he hears me crying He can't do anything 'cause I don't let him in I just destroy myself till I'm feeling weak If I OD tonight where am I gonna go? Dissolve in hell Or in heaven gonna float? I clear my mind on the astral plane Take inspiration then write it here Angels spitting on my face, I deserve it I can't do shit, I'll never make it Cutemobb