Everything at the age of 17 is so unclear to me*
Time to wake up dry my eyes face this complacency
Ive been sleeping with my eyes wide open
If you call that sleep
I've been watching as my whole life crashes at my feet
Everyday this shit all seems the same to me
Everything in my life feels like its stuck on repeat
I'd kill to know it all id kill to have all the answers
To the hardest questions the ones that seem to matter
Days are passing like the hands on a clock
Pressures building forcing me to stop
Thinking about the road ahead
Thinking about where Id rather be instead
"No Resolutions"
No resolutions no not this year
No decisions based on fear
Ive let the last 12 months swallow me whole
I've lost every ounce of self control
Losing faith in everything in front of me
Burning bridges with all my past enemies
I wish that you would all wish youd all just fade away
I'll watch as you all burn away
Mistakes made a bed for me
I can't lie under these sheets
Theyre staring me blank in the face
Forcing me to recreate everything
I Hate everything from then to now
Everything that got me so down
Pull this filthy wool off my eyes
I want to watch as this all dies