Loving You is the hardest thing I've had to do
Thankful for the principles that got me through
Work on myself harder, then I Tom Cruise
Give myself the time, then I footloose
But that wasn't before all the pain inside
Shoulders pointed down, to the ground, like I'm eighty-nine
You could guess my breathing pattern shallow from my tone of voice
Start past scarcity, or get annoyed
My iPhone notes packed full
With years of self-growth
Loving you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But I'm so grateful I get to honor you (yeah)
My breath fresh, ask me why I'm so extra
Got a long list, baby I got it checked up
Add on more stress, baby I'll never let ya
When my girl left, I moved on to the next one
Got my new girl in the old school cruiser
Out of my mind, I don't know what I'm doing
I'm a waste of your time, I got nothing to prove, yeah
Easy on me, every day I'm improving
Baby, I need a minute
Take a deep breath, enjoy life a second
Learn it's all a blessing
Learn it's all a lesson
I used to not ask for help
Just drown it out in drugs or alcohol myself
Just wanna love myself and take a deep breath
Look around now, and appreciate the gifts
Things that I used to want, I took for granted
So now that we're going up, let's count our blessings
My iPhone notes packed full
With years of self-growth
Loving you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But I'm so grateful I get to honor you (yeah)
My breath fresh, ask me why I'm so extra
Got a long list, baby I got it checked up
Add on more stress, baby I'll never let ya
When my girl left, I moved on to the next one
Got my new girl in the old school cruiser
Out of my mind, I don't know what I'm doing
I'm a waste of your time, I got nothing to prove, yeah
Easy on me, every day I'm improving