I Battled Porn since I was 15
I Battled Pot since I was 15
Use to feel less than regularly
It was all insecurity
Now I'm writing this here crying
Cause I know deep down inside
That was the test in my testimony
Old friends around me no they don't compete
Wondering why I did not feel complete
I found I had 2 generations of family members who had started but did not complete
I had a wake up call at 18 that gave perspective to me
Now the circle is full like a loading bar I'm charged up ready to eat
I needed to go through those things
I needed to improve those things
To myself to my family to my god
I needed to remove those things
What's a forward without a backward
What's independent without dependent
See the meaning of things we give it
Is what determines if we gon' get it
I'm tryna go out like TB12
World Record yeah give me a Guinness
But in order to do that now
I gotta honor the past I've been given
Gotta open the present I'm living
Gotta tap into passion and vision
Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting
Gotta fight for a future to live in
I've Been in my bag let's go old habits I am not those
When I look myself in the mirror I'm looking at years of growth
Tryna impact not tryna boast so I really stopped doing the most
Now I float - Rolls Royce ghost
Had I known back before that
I needed to go through those things
I needed to improve those things
To myself to my family to my god
I needed to remove those things
What's a forward without a backward
What's independent without dependent
See the meaning of things we give it
Is what determines if we gon' get it
I'm tryna go out like TB12
World Record yeah give me a Guinness
But in order to do that now
I gotta honor the past I've been given
Gotta open the present I'm living
Gotta tap into passion and vision
Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting
Gotta fight for a future to live in
If I put my mind to it woah anything they have done befo
I can do it too lil bro
I used to be afraid of this not what's I see around the kid
But what I know my potential is
How can I get a head start change like a reverse Uno card
Become the person I am meant for
Gotta challenge myself gotta set a big dream
Gotta execute daily gotta get a routine
Gotta build self esteem
I'm tryna go out like TB12
World Record yeah give me a Guinness
But in order to do that now
I gotta honor the past I've been given
Gotta open the present I'm living
Gotta tap into passion and vision
Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting
Gotta fight for a future to live in