Many times in my life I've tried to end it all To many problems to overcome It was the easy way out Look into saddened eyes Because of certain death I stop and start to wonder Why I tried to take my fucking life Mistake number, one Took the weapon to my arms My life is slowly fading Take me to salvation I need your help to live Reality proves me wrong I'll never do it again I understand why people hate me I'll never preplan my death Did I think it was the way Suicide not the answer So much life to look forward to The truth remains to be seen Realized Damage Done Senses never gained I stop and start to wonder Why I tried to take my fucken life