First day of the rest of my life Started on the day that I die Oh I remember thinking it kinda figured I had a chip on each shoulder put the rest on red I bet the farm just to end up dead Oh well I had to try it's the story of my life If I don't make it home I wrote a list of things I needed to say But trembling hands let the wind carry it away If i don't make it home it'd be so sad To go through all of this And come out empty-handed Leaving so much unsaid Like there never was a reason at all Why I was lost If I don't make it home Looking back on the sum of my days I had no regrets is what I'm supposed to say But if you really wanna know the truth I never could lie to you I keep my regrets where I keep your name On the top shelf by the picture frame There's a note I left In the picture I wasn't brave enough to give ya If I don't make It home I compose my thoughts Of what you needed to hear me say But the north wind took my last breath away If i don't make it home it'd be so sad To go through all of this And come out empty-handed Leaving so much unsaid Like there never was a reason at all Why I was lost If I don't make it home The first day of the rest of my life I should have been scared Cause everything was fine Days like this don't come free If i don't make It home I left a key for ya It's for ya under the mat Go head wipe ya feet Loose your coat and hat Put some coffee on Make yourself at home The wifi password is Veritas I thought I stored it I'm your phone In case I got lost and I don't make it home If i don't make it home it'd be so sad To go through all of this And come out empty-handed Leaving so much unsaid Like there never was a reason at all Why I was lost If I don't make it home