The past fortnight has been pointless struggling To take this life of suffering a step closer to it's end The last sundown, when the pain lies on the ground It's the life I never found in the madness of day Pain capture my heart Because the dreams they talked about Are the things I never found In this tragedy called life A forgotten sunrise When the pain still lies inside When the future tears my mind All memories are lost The conclusion, this road leads nowhere And no one will ever care if I'll be here or gone This world is made of suffering Five times more, still I never win This is my life And I'm not good at it In turns they play this violin This is madness that will never end This is my life And I'm not good at it And the carvings on this naked skin Are marks of tragedies within This is my life And I'm not good at it When the hope and dreams will never end It's the hardest thing to comprehend That this is my life And I'm not good at it