"I'm trippin' dude
Yo, I think I found the meaning of life dude
Shit man, I got, I got to write this shit down man
Before I forget"
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Dear diary, today I'm sealin' my fate
With a bag that's contained and a feelin' that's great
Clearin' my slate it's still an escape
To a place that gets shaped by the pills that we take
What's real or what's fake, who the fuck am I?
Who's this stranger in the mirror that won't look me in the eye?
For fifteen years I gave that Good Book a try
When the truth is I was just a living proof of a lie
And now I keep my head high and it's not 'cause I'm proud
But I reached for the sky and got stuck in a cloud
I smoke and I choke when inhale too deep
No more hope, that's an oath that I failed to keep
The legs and my faith are to frail to leap
So I just stay in this place like they nail my feet
Hammer hands to the wall, 'cause I always got pound to hang
My phone rang so I answered the call
"Hello"
And all I got's dial tone
Now I'm feelin' shook like someone's inside my home
Here comes onset, palms sweat, room spins
Place fills with a hundred imaginary new friends
Now are they true friends?
Or are they all out to get me?
This whole world's against me
They're all out to tempt me
To give in and give up
Live in sin and corrupt
I'm fucked up
Sorry I gotta end this abrupt, but
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Imprinted with pictures of monsters and kitchens
And crimson depictions of every description
Inflict my perception with distant collisions
Of galaxies, wild alligators, and babies
Straight bubble gum wrappers with [...]
But I planted a stem while I slept
And it ain't wearin' off
And I can't get a wink
Yeah I blinked off spring
And I think, I think, I think
There's an echo in here man what did I drink?
I'm a pain in my mind
As the canvas I wish I could show you
But man I misplaced my incentive
Juvenile junkie, loaded off putty
Don't hide the supply, I'll throw down some money
Coca binge bumping, thumpin' skyscrape
With red cape on my brain wave bungee
"Mo-b what the hell are you doing?
Your life is like a Qbert movie"
Oscars are funky, and brews we're consuming
Of Magic Mountain with hangovers looming
Torch to spooning and push it right through me
My brain's narcotic, cauldron brewing
Fluids drooling off hydro pursuing
Enlightened by movement, invite you to do it
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Dear diary, what a day it's been
Dear diary, it's been just like a dream
Morbid, insane
What's happening to me?
Right lively, yours truly